I am feeling so sad right now. I have a longing to be a part of something that I know will never be. And James unintentionally made me realize that just now. Its such an empty, horrible feeling. I absolutely hate it. I feel as though the little tiny strand of hope that I had has been snapped. But, the worst thing of all is that I realize that almost all of this is my fault. I have made so many mistakes along the way that I just don't know how to fix them!
The one thing I do know.... As long as I am in Indiana away from my friends and family I will never ever be happy.
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